It Wasn’t Supposed to be This Way…

It Wasn’t Supposed to be This Way…

It wasn’t supposed to be this way.

I sit in a hospital room, surrounded by beeping and whirring machines. Otherwise, it’s silent.

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It wasn’t supposed to be this way.

A beloved family member sleeps fitfully in the bed in front of me. The surgery went well. Anesthesia effective. Thank God for good doctors. Now begins the rocky road to recovery.

As I stare at her, something deep within me revolts against what I see. In this room, all over this hospital, are people who bear God’s image – each with a story to tell. They have hopes, plans and dreams. They are loved, and they love in return. They want to be healthy, happy, free. They want to be anywhere but here.

It wasn’t supposed to be this way.

Sickness. Pain. Aging. Loss. Broken bodies. Broken hearts. Broken lives. It’s all so…wrong

We were made for more than this..

My mind wanders back to a Garden, the first and only perfect Garden. Teaming with life, bursting with beauty, this Garden showcased the handiwork of the Master Creator. He spoke everything into existence and pronounced it good – everything, that is, until He was ready for His magnum opus. For this, He would use extra special care. He would craft man and woman as the pinnacle of His creation. Now, He says, everything is very good.

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Teaming with life and bursting with beauty

Beauty. Fruitfulness. Each day an extension of yesterday’s friendship with God. No knowledge of pain. No conflict between man and wife, humankind and God. Trust and peace. Wholeness and well-being. Unhampered joy. Unhindered life.

This, this is what we were made for. This was God’s design.

Not what I see in this hospital room.

Not what we see all around us today.

Not life as we know it in this sin-ravaged world.

When mistrust of God and self-exaltation came on the scene, everything changed. Absolutely everything. (See Gen 3.)

Creation itself groans under its “bondage to decay” (Rom 8:21). Thorns and thistles. Death and desolation. Predators and Prey. Famine, drought, natural disasters. And we, the masterpieces of His Creation, we cannot escape this broken existence either. No matter our position or status or story, we all know the pain of living here.

But it will not always be so.

Because a Deliverer came to our rescue.

The Creator became as the created.

The One who holds our universe together stepped into our brokenness and lived among us.

He knew our pain. He faced our battles. He bore our shame.

He chose the cross and took our sin – the very cause of all this heartbreak in the first place.

The Holy One waged war on sin and death. And He won.

The victory has been decided. Jesus is the Champion. And soon, we will know the full reality of all He accomplished that day at Calvary.

Someday God will restore His creation. He will deliver us from this fallen world. He will usher in a new heaven and a new earth where we, His own, will be with Him forever. In our new home, there will be no more death or pain or sickness or tears. He will make everything new.

And so, as I sit here in this hospital room, I take comfort. As I read the news and feel the heartbreak of each new tragedy, I find hope. This fleeting existence is not all there is. Someday, everything will be made right.

Our Deliver is coming. Come quickly, Lord Jesus!

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Come quickly, Lord Jesus!

How do you comfort your heart in times of suffering and pain? I’d love to hear!

(If you want to know more about a relationship with this Deliverer, please check out In Case You’re Wondering.)

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When Dreams Lie Dormant

When Dreams Lie Dormant

It’s a crazy journey, this thing called life.

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When Dreams Lie Dormant

As a kid, I always knew what I’d be when I grew up. My earliest memories include listening to recording artist, Sandi Patty. I loved her voice. I knew her songs. I joined her kids’ club. She was living my dream. Someday, I would be the next Sandi Patty. I took voice lessons, piano lessons, guitar lessons. I studied French (though only for a year), so I’d be prepared for a college music major.

But then life changed. The path that had seemed so certain all my life suddenly turned a different direction. I sensed God leading me away from my dream, as I heard Him whisper to my soul, “That dream is all about you, about making a name for yourself.” He gently reminded me that this walk of faith is about making His name known, and not my own. He asked me to give Him my dream, like a sacrifice on the altar of love.

More than anything, I wanted to walk with Jesus. But just where He was leading, I couldn’t quite tell.

Little did I know how characteristic of “real life” that change of events would be. Proverbs 19:21 says, “Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.”

That has proved true over and over again in my life. Sometimes it’s really painful. Dreams don’t die easily. But you know what I’ve learned?

  • Through it all, God is good.

That sounds cliché, and overly simplistic. But really, that’s the beauty of it. Life can be so complicated, so confusing, so disappointing, so painful. But in the midst of everything, God simply remains the same. Steadfast. Immovable. Good.

  • I can trust Him with my dreams.

While God didn’t made me the next Sandi Patty, He did lead me to Life Action Ministries, where I traveled as a singer for three years. I even got to participate in a few CD projects. And best of all, I met my hubby there. We haven’t lived happily ever after, but we’ve learned what love is – a deep companionship that weathers the storms together, an abiding friendship that echoes the heart of God. No, life hasn’t turned out the way I planned, but it has been better.

  • When God takes something away, He gives back more of Himself.
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God’s Plans for Good

Sometimes the things we hold onto are substitutes for God Himself, and they are poor replacements for the real thing. Ultimately, they leave us empty and unfulfilled, because God alone satisfies the human soul.

What about you, dear friend? What dreams lie dormant in your heart? How have you found Him to be trustworthy? What has He revealed to you about Himself? Please join in the conversation – I’d love to hear your story!

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